security blanket

Well I guess I won’t be using tumblr for much longer 😥 they’re banning adult content and deleting all posts featuring it. That’s pretty fucked up and I won’t really have much of a purpose here anymore.

Congruent these little rivers in my veins, the flowing that stifles all of my pain, that creates and connects the chemicals in my brain, vacancy and freewill drowning in these rivers

Anonymous asked: Your dick looks really good! Just saying, as a compliment :)

thanks! That means a lot. It certainly gets the job done given the opportunity lol

could hear you across our hallway, your sweating cauldron had been bubbling all day

All at once screams and gasps leaked into the air, I listened intently as they got stuck in my hair

And I tried to shake them loose, but your devilish creations attacked me, like a noose

I was shaking and grabbing everything i could, this possession grabbed my feet from exactly where I stood

and forced me into submission, a twisted prayer of demonic intention

I cried and yelped into the moist air that could do no better but to drown me into despair

Defeated and helpless I was overcome by your lifeless, sweating, bubbling cauldron

The Draculaic pest, drinking blood, infecting flesh, in a frenzy, they bring the black death

Sickness passes, from kin to kin, the ones you loved bring your destruction

Change is inevitable, so is stagnation. Don’t let either consume you

Intertwined with the fates of sorrow and the betrayal of self, basking in the immortal glow of the fleshly trees, I relinquish authority and autonomy to the winds of time or death. Complacency. Vulnerablility. Revealing no truth but that which slips from a soft equality and a seedling of doubt. The demons crowd, and search, wholly unspeakable places of light and heat. Conquered. Sated. The tables of love are no longer full but wasted and grey, taking up space in the long destitute hallway you visualize when you scream. There is no hunger or fear, yet, the overwhelming urge to curl up and vanish is completely present.

I’m a snob when I have what I want, but a bum when I dont

forming romantic feelings for friends is complicated especially when it’s not really what you want to do. Look at this silly girl I’ve spent so much of the last month with. We have been friends for years and I’ve always liked her a lot platonically and I don’t know if I’m just a sucker for people who can appreciate me for who I am but or just seems so right. And I know she just got out of a long term relationship and I don’t want to be a rebound but I don’t know what to do. Do I embrace my feelings, or try my best to respect her situation and just let things be? Maybe I should just stop thinking so much about it and go on some of the dates that I’ve been putting off.